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The world where kiss is just a kiss

These are just times
I don’t recognize
Where kisses are
Only kisses.
This is the time
When I realize
I shouldn’t ask
For promises.

No sanity, no wonder.
Family books are empty.
We own the stars and death and lives.
There’s no God to stop us.

They’re showing us the stars,
People happy and satisfied.
They make an offer
not to be rejected.
The perfect life under
Everything seeing eye.

They’ll tell you about the peace
Which they don’t want
They’ll tell you about the war
That never happened.

The black box of lies is open.
Box of greed and fear
at it’s core.

And you believed.
And you desired.
The nice kiss
that’s just a kiss.

But you have to know
There’re people like me
Who are eagles.
Who have to be free.


A little is really enough

Short animation film I did after disappointing bus ride. From parent to parents.

emigrant’s feelings

Since five months I’m a part of huge emigrant’s circle. Nothing to be proud of. Nothing to be angry at. I came from ugly, sad and dirty city of Lodz (Poland) to beautiful, active and clean Amsterdam. Exciting. Lately something strange happend. I realized, some part of my heart felt empty. Some part of my stomach felt empty too. Some part of my brain felt lonely.


amazon do not like you!

Do you like Amazon? – Yeah!

Do you like it’s e-books? – Yeah!

Do you like, they can print a book especially for you? – Yeah!

Do you like Kindle? – Oh yeah!

Are you Polish? – Yeah…

So Amazon do not like you!

Not so long ago, the great Amazon’s action has begun. Polish language e-books started to disappear… Amazon said to Polish authors and publishers: “It’s illegal to put Polish language books on our website”. Why? Nobody knows… There are a few books left out there but how and who decided which book should be deleted and which not?

Self-publishing market is still small  in Poland. It’ll take time to convince readers to carry one e-book reader instead of three heavy books. But we make progress. New electronic publishing houses are open, I’m sure many more will appear. Writers are searching new ways to get their readers… They try using new technologies… And… the biggest global distributor doesn’t help. Why? If you have any ideas, please, let me know 🙂

language, damn you…

There were no speech at the beginning, there were no language. Human was very upset about it. He felt frustrated because he wasn’t able to communicate with others.